No Bueno

I've been slacking in school... 

I just don't feel any motivation to get my homework done. I don't do my "best" on my assignments and I wait till the last minute to do them. When I first started I was very into getting every single assignment done but now I am just doing things to not fail.. which is totally not good. 

I just feel like I'd rather be doing things with the kids and not worrying or thinking about what is due and when. I have a lot of other things on my mind which is also playing a part on me not being able to concentrate on school. The concentrating is really bad. I'll go to read a chapter in my textbook and don't even understand what I'm reading and have to go back and read again (this never ever happens to me..until now) and I find myself only doing one discussion topic a day, which leaves me cramming everything else that is due on the weekend. 


I need help or a break. "/