I know if I were to express how I feel to any one IRL like my family, they would flip out and have something to say.. BUT this is my blog and I can write whatever I want! :)
I have already talked to my hubby about this but he didn't really have much input LOL
Anyway I've always known that I wanted a big family. Since I was a little girl and would "play house", I would always have 6 or 7 kids :P When I met the hubby he also wanted a big family. Right now we have our three boys and I am grateful but I still don't have that complete feeling, you know? When the boys drive us nuts the hubby and I always say "OK I think we're done having kids"! lol. I'm not sure if he means it but I know I don't. Part of me wants to just raise my boys and be done with the whole baby thing but I know I'm not done with kids. Because I don't feel complete, I know that there is another baby in store. It's just the matter of when. We are struggling right now and I know we need to wait awhile. It's just how long? I think a great gap is the one between Tayven and Trenton. They are almost 3 years apart. Tayven was already potty trained and everything when Trent was born. The gap between Trent and Titan is too close IMO. I should have waited :P So I'm thinking we'll just wait until Titan turns 2 and see how we feel. I just can't wait to feel complete and be done with the diapers and all that stuff LOL Although I know that when they are grown I will reaaaalllly miss the baby stage. Ok I think I'm done rambling. It feels nice to write it out :)
Oh I know! I dont feel complete either. And i keep thinking Javier is getting older when are we going to have another, cuase Ricky and Sissy are 11 months apart and Sissy and Javier are 20 months apart, I really dont want Javier and #4 being anymore than 3 years apart, but if its like that we'll have to be preggo by December, but he doesnt want to have anymore until 2013 when Javier is in Kindergarten! I cant wait to be done either, so I can get sleep, no more diapers, and get my tubes tied and NO MORE HORMONES! Good luck when the time comes, just remember there will never be a "perfect" time.
ReplyDeleteThat is true Jess. Right now though I'm not emotionally and physically ready for another one yet. We'll wait till Titan is at least 2.
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