Just a ramble

I haven't been blogging much lately. One, because I have been doing school work, spending time with the boys, and getting other things done. Two, I haven't had much exciting things to blog about.

I'll just talk about some things that's been going on and about the boys-- of course. :)

The hubby and I have been talking and I'm hoping to be able to get the money to go back home and visit sometime before Titan's first birthday. I've been looking around at plane tickets and prices. I really want everyone to meet Titan and get to see Tay and Trent.

Right now, school isn't too stressful. I have two classes. I have keyboarding which is really easy and kinda fun. I also have Math which is just refreshing our memory so it's not too bad so far. I'm sure it'll get harder as the weeks go on.

My boys seriously amaze me. Tayven is learning to read, write, and spell. He's been spelling words like hot, pot, pan, bat, rat, pig, hit, etc. The other night he spelled robot on his own by sounding it out! He loves school! Last week he had show and tell. He took one of his favorite books, "Green Eggs and Ham." We had to give the class three clues so together we chose:
1. my mommy and I share this together every night
2. it's a rectangle shape
3. it goes on a shelf (he came up with this on his own)

Trenton has been going to the toilet by himself, sometimes he just wants me or Tayven to turn on the light for him lol. He is also talking in sentences more. He can put his puzzles together and is learning his colors and to count to 5.

Titan is crawling everywhere and cruising all the furniture in the house. He likes when I hold onto his hands and he walks everywhere. He turned 8 months old almost a week ago. He amazes me because when Tay and Trent are playing in their room, he crawls over there and will sit there playing with his brothers and the toys. I don't know what 8 month old does that? If he wants me or is hungry, he'll just crawl over to me. He's so laid back and mellow!

They are a bunch of loving wild boys! I love seeing them interact with each other. Tayven is a GREAT big brother to both of them(when he's not hitting or fighting with Trenton) and Trent is great with Titan for the most part (sometimes he doesn't pay attention and hits or steps on Titan's fingers/foot or falls over him). I love my boys! :D

thinking of the future.

I know if I were to express how I feel to any one IRL like my family, they would flip out and have something to say.. BUT this is my blog and I can write whatever I want! :)

I have already talked to my hubby about this but he didn't really have much input LOL

Anyway I've always known that I wanted a big family. Since I was a little girl and would "play house", I would always have 6 or 7 kids :P When I met the hubby he also wanted a big family. Right now we have our three boys and I am grateful but I still don't have that complete feeling, you know? When the boys drive us nuts the hubby and I always say "OK I think we're done having kids"! lol. I'm not sure if he means it but I know I don't. Part of me wants to just raise my boys and be done with the whole baby thing but I know I'm not done with kids. Because I don't feel complete, I know that there is another baby in store. It's just the matter of when. We are struggling right now and I know we need to wait awhile. It's just how long? I think a great gap is the one between Tayven and Trenton. They are almost 3 years apart. Tayven was already potty trained and everything when Trent was born. The gap between Trent and Titan is too close IMO. I should have waited :P So I'm thinking we'll just wait until Titan turns 2 and see how we feel. I just can't wait to feel complete and be done with the diapers and all that stuff LOL Although I know that when they are grown I will reaaaalllly miss the baby stage. Ok I think I'm done rambling. It feels nice to write it out :)